Looking into the rabbit hole

Soul Cards

What is your life about, anyway?

What is your life about, anyway?
- Nothing but a struggle to be someone
Nothing but a running from your own silence

Rumi

There's nothing left of me.
I'm like a ruby held up to the sunrise.
Is it still a stone, or a world made of redness?
The ruby and the sunrise are one.

Let the water settle and you will se the sun and the stars mirrored in your being.

If you are irritated by every rub, how will your mirror be polished?

Goodbye Party Night - Hello Beach Yoga Morning

Mornings are my favorite now, so how could I get fucked up in the nights?

I do yoga on the beach with Rachel. I wish she wasn't moving Monday, it's gonna get lonely without her.

Jung On Fate

The pshychologcal rule says that when an inner situation is not made conscious, it happens outside, as fate. That is to say, when the individual remains undivided and does not become conscious of his inner contradictions, the world must perforce act out the conflict and be torn into opposite halves.

Love At A Distance

The distance between me and other people is the subject of my life right now. I am increasing it. I am living alone, spending time alone, cherishing to be alone.

At the same time I'm more filled with love than ever. I'm meditating and sending blessings to everyone I care about - it's such a long list! I'm so fortunate to have so many amazing people to love!

Let us love this distance, which is thoroughly woven with friendship, since those who do not love each other are not separated.

- Simone Weil